My Non-Pancake, Pancake Day

Well the last couple of days have been a stressful few, you wouldn't think that a low key 20min performance would cause triple the stress a massive scaled 3hour performance would, but alas it has!
Of course there has been some fun bits, there always is. But I can offically say it's the only performance I've ever worked on where I'll be glad when the strike on friday done, and I don't have to work on it agin.
Which is a shame because you shouldn't be feeling that way about something you have spent that much time and effort on, especially a piece of theatre.

On other news as of yesterday I've decided to do a no carbs diet, which is silly with it being pancake day today, it's making me a little sad inside to keep refusing pancakes!
This started because my housemate wanted to do it, and I thought I'd give her some support, although she has already given up >.<
But when I then realised just how many carbs I do eat; it's pretty much my whole diet, it's probably for the best to carry on now anyhow. Not doing it for to long but going to try for at least for 2 weeks. I'll keep you updated on how that goes.

So I'm not sure if it's due to university events, or my lack of carbs, or the fact that alot of my friends are working the brits tonight but I can't cus I'm doing this 20min performance >.<, but I am feeling very disheartened today. It does sounds abit like self-pity when it's written on here, and I'm really not a fan of that. So I'm now going to try my best to snap out of it in a way that doesn't involve junk food! Which is harder than you think, and will probably involve lots of cups of coffee. 

Wish me luck with our first performance tonight, and the rest of them over the next few days!
I'll leave you with a couple of pictures of some of the better days we had.

 Massive ladder we rigged with.

 Me with some slightly scary people on our day of shooting in good old London town.